feeling good

although sometimes i get a cliff hanger feeling, surprisingly yesterday was good, mostly.

phone calls pull the trigger. time washes everything, mostly.

i,m not sure whether to carry on with this. at least as an everyday activity.

and i have to write some new songs and i have to rehearse the old ones. just to quit the band in a few month,s time. friendships come and go, and i have to learn to keep the old ones and erase the new ones. unworthy. mostly.