secrets, coincidences and homer j. simpson

i have quite a few secrets which i cannot share because they will destroy not only me, but someone else,s life. and i cannot bear that. i just can,t. i can go on with many things but not with that. do you know the episode in which homer becomes a critic for the springfield shopper? at first he fails and he is in the bathtube franticaly washing himself and crying out 'i,m still dirty'... well, that,s precisely the image that came into my mind when i made my latest biggest mistake and oh! here i am watching that randomly chosen episode on tv reminding me that the bottom line is that everything is wrong. spelling correction?. no shelter. the drugs don,t work. and are expensive.