if things were to go wrong

lately i,ve been suffering a kind of depression in my life and there are different causes, i would say.

some of them have to do with my addictions, of which i haven,t been able to get enough and this is making me sick. waiting for the right phone call to come... perhaps i should quit for once and all, and leave behind all this dirt... but would my personality be changed by that? i just don,t know but if i never try...

and i,m going through another low, i can,t be happy when i,m with her - by now.

my blood thickens, my laughter dies and my hands freeze... we really do need some time together to sort things out, to find happiness again

and my job slowly kills me, bruises that won,t heal

and people keep asking me why i like radiohead...

they sing my life

and it is significant that i,ve talked a whole lot more about drugs than about my girl

literary suicides

beautiful

harmless

& useful

men on the moon

13-year-old's raping 13-year-old girls

there is something wrong

summer fires

serious neck aches

a non-loving girlfriend

what about me?

this is yet another low

i should be used to it by now

but i ain´t

never will

dharma

she,s running out of episodes

and wants some more

like a junkie on a sunday morning

now the doors are closed

no matter how i bash,em

no matter how hard i try

like a junkie on a sunday morning

wanting some more

i,m a junkie on a sunday morning

repented and ashamed

but wanting some more

the last of your songs

echoes in my head

casting dark shadows

all over my door

i,m a junkie on a sunday morning

who walks away to avoid

any after-sex drivel with you

repented and ashamed

but wanting a whole lot more

never let me down

dm,s concert cancelled, my concert cancelled, me playing the guitar solos...

and in spite of that, i can smile

if i try the best i can...

do you know anything about drums?

anger in the universe

dm,s singer,s having a bad year... first some cancer, many shows cancelled, now a what-the-fuck-was-it leg, my show cancelled...

best wishes, dave

but, hell... i was really looking forwards seeing you...

all i want to do is see you

disappointment in the universe

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and there,s samsa

i live with an old roach, which i love as long as it,s out of sight

corpses floating on a river by SASAKI Chizuko

critical review

the writer, following lorca,s teachings, has created a diary of a self-hatred man in which the main character is not even mentioned, reminding us of lorca,s pepe el romano, who was a kind of invisible force which makes the action go and the rest of the characters onstage react.

but who is that undiscoverded character?

and we also have a woman with whom he is desperately in love, but who is the object of many oblivious (to be kind) actions of the most abject nature. but he loves her, nonetheless

and now i,m starting to review myself, literary autofellatio, how do you like it?

pepe must die

i,m lost

sorry

long time no see

if this were nineteenth century installments, i would have been fired long time ago... and this is a mixture of the second and third conditional sentences and my students would know that i,m a liar

too tired today

we,ve had two good rehearsals but this one has been, if not bad, tiring and trying, and i have a feeling that something,s creeping out of my sight, as if forces were conspiring against me... no paranoia careful to all animals fitter happier? and my daughters are being ignored... and i don,t take care of them properly, but that,s because i know i will be fired sooner or later

closed structure

where does all this (self)hate come from? how can i handle it? how can i cope with it?

and why am i always so eager and willing to beat him ceaselessly?

five dollar words

not so closed

... but i have her

and all is fine