long time no see

if this were nineteenth century installments, i would have been fired long time ago... and this is a mixture of the second and third conditional sentences and my students would know that i,m a liar

too tired today

we,ve had two good rehearsals but this one has been, if not bad, tiring and trying, and i have a feeling that something,s creeping out of my sight, as if forces were conspiring against me... no paranoia careful to all animals fitter happier? and my daughters are being ignored... and i don,t take care of them properly, but that,s because i know i will be fired sooner or later

closed structure

where does all this (self)hate come from? how can i handle it? how can i cope with it?

and why am i always so eager and willing to beat him ceaselessly?

five dollar words

not so closed

... but i have her

and all is fine