i won the lottery and died the next day

i choke on an enormous feeling of loneliness - i choke on an enormous feeling of anger

i want nonetheless to be more isolated - i want to start killing people around

i want to cry

i want to shout this out loud

i,m choking

i want to be folded centrefold, kept in a drawer and forgotten about

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the extinction of desire is nirvana

we are the causes of our own suffering

silogisms are cruel

but fair

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i want to cry

i want to die

literally

no more black-on-white suicides

blurred sight