dreams

since i quitted smoking hash and weed, my dreams have returned to their home.
it,s been years since i was last able to remember one of them when i woke up, and they have come with renewed strenghs just to fuck my mind up again.
i saw myself telling my aunt off for not wanting to take care of her own mother when she / we most need it and this situation is becoming increasingly annoying for every single person involved in it.
and some other dreams of which i don,t want to utter a word.
my demons will remain private.
unless they find the key and the keyhole.

i,m an expert in fucking things up
i,m sorry
it,ll never happen again
though you,ll never read this apology

somebody kill me, please

hollow

now i just feel alone